Saturday, February 2, 2013

Great week

Well this week,everything seems great ~ :D Having a really good time with friends in school . So,updates about my week :)

I got  2 important test this week which is Maths Engineering and Physics . I was up all night studying and I took it very seriously even though is just a small test . I studied  every single day and woke up like around 4 am in the morning just to revise everything . And the good news is that my efforts pay off ! I pass !! and I got an A for  Maths T Test ! UNBELIEVABLE ! I always fail ! ALWAYS ! and its just impossible to pass . I was so happy at that time that i actually ran one big circle around the class just to celebrate my effort ! Hahaha ! xD SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A DIAMOND !! xD The song from Rihanna is stuck in my head for like a month already ! SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A DIAMOND IN THE SKY ! The whole class (our class) would like sing that main chorus song because its like ... our signature already :P Once we sang that , other's join in ! Alright people in form 6 "SHINE BRIGHT LIKE A DIAMOND " . I was like thanking god for giving me strength at that time and thanks to someone who give me inspiration too . Good luck for your test too ! :D Many things have happen this week ? But most of it is privacy .Sorry people .  

Last Tuesday I have marathon practice at my school :) 6 kilometer doesn't sound so bad .. not until I realized that there are so many freaking up hills ! Really is painful but at least i made it :) Going to practice more because this is my final year in High school . Really sad .. :( Try to make the best out of it . In school , I changed a lot too .. judging from my responsibility . Less lecturing from my parents ( that's what i want ) because i have been doing house work almost everyday after school and there is still time for me to do homework :) Set the time , adjust my lifestyle ~ and the good news is cycling is still my sports like around Thursday and Friday . Oh yea , not to mention badminton too , haha . Next week,there is a badminton tournament and I'm teaming up with someone :) Teaming up with a very good person indeed :D Lets do it on that very day ! 

Thursday like usual , I went for badminton . But after badminton ? We met an old friend of ours ! ( Last year classmate ) . His name is Arvind and he went to China to further his study at Sime Darby University . Man ! He changed so much and plus ~ He can speak little bit of mandarin which is really good ! He is an Indian guy and he went to China for like  4 to 6 months ? and right now He is able to speak little bit of fluent Chinese . Amazing :) Should follow him i guess ? xD But i am learning Chinese too at school thanks to someone , haha :)

Saturday I went to school and get my first every Certificate ^^ ( new school , new cert , haha ) I got like something to do with my attitude ? Like for example finishing every homework the teacher gave . That's one of it and there judge more than that too . I'm not sure what else I did good in school last year xD I did skip school ! ( I admit ) only once ! Regret already because .. if i didn't skip school on that very day , I could have got another cert which is 100% present in school .The certificate to me is really important judging from the local universities nowadays ? During interview , the certs are the support for me to enter the Universities i want and hopefully .. get a scholarship .But .. it seems like there is quite a low chance to get a scholarship ? because someone told me that .. only 8% of Chinese could get scholarship which is sad and unfair . Malaysia education rules .. really is imbalance and i don't want to post anything that has to do with politics here . Yea , I hope you understand .


So that's it for today ! :D And next week is a really interesting week ^^ Chinese New Year ! Like finally ! another 7 to 8 days more before we celebrate Chinese New Year ! And i can't wait to see my cousins too on that day ! Oh yea , before i end ? I watch a movie cut scene on the 300 movie . A very motivational speech which raise me up from the dead if you know what i mean xD , if I were to be stressful ? and plus feel like giving up ? or maybe sleepy ! That is what i have been going through this week . I really love the movie that i actually do research into it ! So,bye everyone ! :D


Friday, January 25, 2013

2 weeks of my Life :)


Well , its been 2 weeks I haven't blog out anything , haha .Very sorry indeed because there is tonnes of homework , assignments and plus a small test too .. and at that time ? I have no idea how to start a post about last week xD Okay so,my first week was quite good :) I'm alright now,maybe my emotional is a lot more sensitive that time.So everything went normal but unlike any other weeks , I had my Cycling competition that turns out on Sunday :D 


Went for Badminton,once again and like always the most entertaining person ever .I don't know why they said that ??? Is it the expression i made every time the shuttlecock is about to hit the ground ? xD They also did said I am serious in playing it and i was like dude ! You smash me how many times ! Of course i become SE-RI-OUS .  Guys,you really are awesome ! Really made my day on Thursday :) And then on Sunday , the cycling competition ? I was with my friend , Chieng Zhong . Hahaha ! Same class and he is the monitor of our class. That time ? He is on his mountain bike and mine is the blue one which can be seen clearly almost everywhere , haha .This is the first time i have a friend that cycle along with me in an event like this ! I remember he asked me not to go fast .. I was like okay sure . But ~ I didn't promise him for long ! xD I can't stand people cutting my line off ! I was like you know what ?! screw it ! Its a race ! Lets do it ! Sorry mate xD So yea , after all my hard work of practicing everyday ? And cycled hundred and hundreds of kilometer .. I manage to get 3rd place ! It is by far the best ranking position i ever had ! Got a medal ! Is a finishing medal not a bronze medal . I think i should had actually got another one ? Cause at that time ? My dad was sick and we need to get home quickly for him to lay at rest . I only realized it when I went online to check my position :) I didn't broke my old record time ? the competition is around 48km and i finish like around 1 Hour and 31 Minutes . That is not really fast for me and the reason is because i went the wrong road during the final lap ! Until i have to stop by and ask people for direction.That is the time where i wasted like 2 minutes or so . So yea,should had been quicker and its okay anyway :) still got 3rd place ! Over 5 000 participants take part and i was like among the top 200 people in the overall position . That 3rd place is for 14 to 20 years old :) Which is a lot still ! 1 000 plus people among that age range .

My school is soon to be having marathon events and I will be practicing starting by tomorrow :) I want to get a medal this time ! I never ever had a chance to get one and i make sure this year i will . This week ? I had marching and damn it ! The general choose me to join in ! I mean i had been joining marching for like ... starting from form 2 ?? till now .. for 4 1/2 years already ( In upper form 6 now ) . Give me a break >.< Cause last year ? I won something for marching individual ? Obeying rules .. standing straight .. not doing any mistakes .. all the same old rules use back during form 5 and the past -.- Got nominated as 3rd best i guess ? and also being awarded with money . Rm 20 only !!! xD So,it was quite good to have the money ? and its quite bad to join back the marching team again cause around march ? we are having competition and also camping in the forest . Wait .. i think climbing up a mountain or something . Anyway , there is going to be some challenging event at that day along with marching . The good thing about going for this marching event ? Is getting a free uniform and a free boots . I want the boots so much ! xD Its free the first thing you know  Buying it cause like RM 300 plus you know D: Not all schools have this Unit Uniform . Like at least 2 to 3 schools all around Selangor state only have this . And once you finish doing all this ? You get a code number which you need to put it at the uniform . That code is really really good because it meant that you are free to join any emergency services including the United Nations :D 


So far form 6 life isn't that bad after all :) I admit they are times that we have to fight and struggle for our examinations and you need tuition.This is an advice to anyone who is planning to intake form 6 around May i guess . So , that's it then ! There goes my 2 weeks of life and , hope to see you next week again ! :D Oh yea ! Happy Holidays ! 







Sunday, January 20, 2013

Hold on awhile

Hello,the post will keep update for next week ? cause I'm trap in quite a busy situation . So , i promise to update something like ..this Friday :) I'm about to post 2 weeks about my life.Stay calm everyone.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Stressful , Joyful and Sadness too

So this week , my situation is really stressful due to many many things ... I got lectured yesterday morning by my dad .. I have been sleeping for like less than 4 hours most of the time and .. I have been doing a lot of responsible and important jobs like for example Librarian meeting , Co curricular meetings and so much more . All this .. in one week . I'm so moody , stressful , impatient , and sometimes really really sad because i got scolded for no reason .. Lectured because I didn't finish my homework on the second week of school ... I am not a robot alright ? I need some rest .. I mean i have been waking up for like around 3 am in the morning everyday just to finish up my homework till 6 am .. and at that time .. I have to like rush to school . Is not like Seksyen 3 anymore.. Is so far away from home. Please ... you must understand what I am going through for every single day ! At least appreciate what I have done ! I manage to finish half of my work still rite ? .... I'm afraid not cause .. is a blog ..what you expect . Anyway , I sacrifice my time so much on studying , assignments, homework that i forgot to do house work . And that is where i got my second lectured from my parents yesterday .  Speechless ... I don't blame them .. i don't blame anyone . Its the way of life . For those who I actually did show my temper or somehow .. didn't listen to whatever you ask me to do ? I'm really really sorry .. I have been forgiving so many people for the pass few days ... - Drop to my knees - Am I really going to go through like this for like a year ? or maybe many years to come ? I don't know ... I just need someone to comfort me .. or just ask for God's help .. I just can't do this all the time.I'm sorry everyone .. I really am ..Forgive for another person too which I talk nonsense i guess .. I dunno .. a small message below 

 I really am sorry if I read your blog and immediately asked like what happen ? Are you alright ? and so on .. I was actually trying to help but maybe that help meaning can't be translated in the Facebook chat ( I understand ) and I hope you understand . But it was my fault too for not seeing the below post you wrote "Don't comfort me and so on " . So , i hope you are not classifying me as a stalker or something else alright ? Again .. I'm really really sorry . And before that ? I ask a silly question too .. " do you call me ? " I guess i'm thinking too much as what you said earlier before ..sorry... don't get mad of me alright ? I stop thinking too much already ..I won't want to disturb you no more if you think that I am disturbing this day's .. 


Nothing much i can say already because .. I myself have so much guiltiness  

Felt like jumping off the cliff anytime soon .. :/
I miss all the good times .. regretting for everything i haven't done at the pass 

But there is also times where i have a chance to smile . I went for badminton on Thursday at SS15 Badminton Hall . Is quite near to Inti college and even nearer to Asia Cafe .Mind you .. Asia Cafe food is really expensive.Well , first day of badminton and everyone thinks i am really really  entertaining i guess , haha .. I did a lot of shouting which is like "Wooo !!" "Nooooo!" and that make them all laugh until they drop to the floor and I however was like running around in circle for no reason xD I can't help it ! The shuttlecock is about to hit the ground you know ! I have to dive myself in just to prevent it from touching the ground ! and in the mean time .. i make all those noises xD Really entertaining huh ? Last match i make those HOO HAA HOO !! and the whole hall turns from noisy to silents xD You know why i shout ? Because they all .. never ever give chance to me and always smash the ball until i got this feeling of payback time and my team mate is like not helping at all ! Always kept saying ... "Okay , this time serious " seriously !!!?? xD 8 points away every time !!! Hai yo ... It was good fun though , hahaha .

When back home , on Facebook and this is what they post 



Shannon is the most entertaining badminton player I have ever seen

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"fall to the ground" "drop theirs rackets" unbelievable .. Going back to badminton again next week Thursday again :)

I went in Green house too at this school :) Next week is sports practice and along side with co curricular activities . Really stressful ? Hopefully not .. I'm really praying for that . Heard one of my friends too ? they are having a meeting MPPU ( Majlis Perwakilan Pra Universiti )  last Tuesday i guess ..planning for all of us to have a trip to either Cambodia or Thailand  around Jun . That would be really good fun but the main reason we are going there is too help the kids which are below rural poverty . I prefer helping the society rather than going for a fun trip because it brings so much more meaningful indeed . I am willing to go and I hope it works cause most of the time it fails ..haih .. My cousin went there with a group of Christian society to help them too . But instead they went to Vietnam , Ours is either Cambodia or Thailand . Okay so ...that's it for this week and hope you all stay fine alright ? God Bless You 







Saturday, January 5, 2013

First week of 2013

Well , first week is actually mostly something to do with school ? and a little bit to do with my free time :) So, first day of school did go off with not a good start though .In the early morning ? Everyone faces are pretty much moody and I have the face of a walking dead .So,what's new is that we got a new class ! and....we shifted like a few meters from our old class( like the opposite of it ). I prefer the before that class because there is wind coming in which is very cooling and there is a room .. some sort like a secret room xD When you open the front door ? it leads to 2 doors ! One goes to the electric appliances and the other is just an empty,abandon room .Friends call the room Narnia cause you know how the movie starts rite at the beginning ? They go in to a cupboard and out to the world of fairy tales.Yea ,that cut scene xD So sometimes ? I went inside and took quite a long time to come out xD . And if there is prefects coming in to our class during recess because we are suppose to be outside the class at that time , hide in there ! Just like old times :) But our new class doesn't have a Narnia room and the wind is no longer on our side anymore D: Sad case . Started studying already on the first day of school ._. Very fast indeed . Got a brief talk on our projects too . It is by far the hardest project ever and its something to do with transportation ? or economy .. Very very sad case ! 

Curriculum activities is about to start too i think within the next 2 weeks since next week is the meet up day.I took badminton this time ! I am really really bad at bowling so might as well take something i am alright with .Before joining in badminton ,I must like pass through many many test too?Thanks to my friends who purposely make it harder for me to join in .First ! Challenge with both the head and assistance of the badminton's club ? and then challenge again with friends that want me to lose .Challenge accepted ! Lets see this coming Thursday ! 

So, this Saturday ? I went for cycling . As you all know , i broke my old record where i cycled 100 kilometers last year ? and now , after a year of cycling ? its 109 kilometers already :) slowly but surely making progress , haha . I'm still not counted as a pro cyclist yet because to be classified as one of them ? you need to travel at least 180 kilometers a day and 50 kilometers for the rest of the other day . That's what my dad say. I went both Putrajaya and Kinrara this Saturday :) Very tired indeed too , haha . 

Last friday , help clean the class too ^^ I was the one to ask everyone to stay back on that day and the number of people that is willing to clean the class is really good ! :D Did a great job asking my classmate to clean up everything since is a very new class. So , yea :) This was my week of school and life so far . So , i hope i won't give up on anything i post before that and try to stay who i really am . I am responsible for the post i did during the holidays . Stay strong :)   

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Short notice

Well ... post will carry on for the years to come on but i would be very very busy on weekdays ? So .. i would try my best to post something either Saturday or Sunday :) I'm doing whatever i can to stay on this blog and never abandon it . I promise . Everything i post is something to do with my daily life . I am really sorry if the post isn't that great or bored . So , 2013 ... hopefully everything goes to plan . Hopefully to change in to a better man . One more thing .. as the years goes on , I hopefully won't forget about you :) Thanks for everything and erm .. still hoping to chat with you ? even though is a very tough year for me indeed . So , god bless ! Will see on this Saturday again .

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Staying calm

Well today isn't really a good day for me ? Because i just got lectured by my dad in the car and .. it didn't seems to turn well .Dad is giving me all the advice and I just took it for granted . So , my parents weren't so happy because first of all .. I fight back . I suddenly speak very loud ? and kept rejecting that It wasn't my fault . The problem is .. like all parents is that they have a lot of prove . Way more prove than us that we didn't do this and that . ( Don't want to mention the faults ) And , if I didn't listen whatever advice he gave to me ? he would just be in a very bad mood .( My dad ) And that's what really happen to today . I was sad and frustrated of course and so as the entire family . So .. as i was going on my own normal life but in a very bad shape ? Firstly , I admit .. i did mention a lot of rude words that shouldn't be said out or kept in my mind .  But eventually ..slowly but surely ..I realize that , it was my fault all the time . Remember i post something about forgiveness ? And i did mention .. give me some time to calm down ? I did that with the help of God too . I was praying in my heart saying.. please calm down alright ?... Everything is going to be fine ( said that repeatedly times ) and many more words to stay who i really am.So .. when i think about God ? I think about my Family.What have I done was so not me at that time.. "I'm sorry dad". So , i did admit eventually and I did say I'm sorry to my Dad too . But that forgiveness i said to him ? Makes everything goes back to normal . No more anger , no more sadness . Is just a mixture of calm and ..maybe a small smile ? on everyone ? :)  So the next time my parents get angry again or anyone else parents ? Just accept it to make things better at a short time.I know its hard to control our emotion ? But we have to . Is the best of both worlds.Always remember,God is always trying his best to keep us all calm .And we can play a role by praying silently to god . There is a reason why our parents lecture us .We are just not admitting it because we thought that we are always rite , well most of the time ..But we are wrong . I was wrong too .So yea , that's what really happen today . :)