Crush

Crush . What does it actually mean to you ? Well the meaning of crush is something to do with the burning desire to be with someone who you find attractive . But .. is that it ? Actually .. the answer is definitely no . Is also something to with you . You find that particular person to be really special . Its not love yet , but is the beginning of it . Now i have to be honest with you , crush really affects almost every single day of my daily life and its impossible to let it go . Even though how hard a person puts a harsh word on to you or giving some bad impression ..(Okay , not to the limit where i can't take it alright ) I would never let that person go . This is me . This is who i really am . The reason I  won't let go is because that person brought a big impact to my life . She gave me strength , She gave me the determination , She gave me hope when all hopes is lost. Is nothing to do with gifts but is something to do about a person characteristic . Nothing to do about attractiveness too ( well sort off , haha .. change my mind :P ) . So the person i had crushed ... what can I really help for that person .. I said everything above it but what about me ? Well , i actually don't know . I just don't know ....  But what i do know is that I could also help that person by giving advice , raise her up when she is not what you call in a normal condition .Repay for everything that the person help me all the time . Look i know is just silly to post this but .. i don't know .. maybe its time for me to tell out . At least you understand what am i looking at when i say "crush" to a person . Thank you .

A song which is really lovely , till now , i fall in love with this romantic soundtrack :')